I’m sitting on my bed with my legs crossed, elbows on my thighs and my chin resting on both of my fists. I look like I am executing some well thought out posture that’ll aid my meditation and reach into some fantastic mental state of higher consciousness. I know, though, that this is not the case. This is the fifth posture that I’ve adopted in the last ten minutes and at least three of the four postures before this one made me look like a dead man. Instead of reaching any smooth state of higher consciousness, I am being continuously bombarded with sorrows and anxieties related to all that is controlled by my lower consciousness. My mind is, to an unnecessary extent, analyzing the decisions that have to be made now, those that have to be made in the near future, as well as those that I’ve made in the past that have lead me to my present circumstances. Instead of these confusions being linked to decisions about who I am as a person, who I want to be as a person, where I belong or ...
Living a tale worth telling that'll end up as a journey of self-discovery. Teaching about "the caravan" on the way.
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